Poetry
Shutting Out the Rest
She circles the table
Going round and round
As fast as she is able—
Full of song and sound.
After a spell, she leaps for my lap,
And I stoop to pick her up.
I hold her fast against my breast
Her face—hot on my chest.
I squeeze the moment tight,
Shutting out the rest.
Joy
An inner sense of Providence
Not measured in circumstance
But compelled by the Spirit’s presence,
His gift of grace as recompense,
The price, complete obedience
Without willful defiance,
Just belief without sterile evidence.
What is this?
Glory of undeserved favor
From the only faithful counselor,
Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
Down to Earth
My heart climbs the clouds to a sun-opened space.
But my way leads on a different way:
Far from the glory of the proud—
Into storms and humbled places.
Where valleys deepen doubt, require trust.
In the low places
Our eyes fall to others’ feet far from faces
To preordained spaces
Down to earth,
Where God provides on a need-to-know-basis.
The clouds are for the few, high aloft.
Perhaps, they are cursed to have so many choices.
Half Crossed
This morning’s breathtaking shock of cold
Greeted me like a friend from old.
So I layered my skin with downy clothes
And stole into my car, going west
Into the darkened pit of this morning’s night.
The light
Trailed behind
Like Truth denied.
In the rear view mirror I watched the horizon
Begin to glow rosy with light.
Clouds
Crowded
The horizon massed on the tree line
Like a fanned
Hand
Of cards bluffing the sun.
Getting a chill, I turned the car around
To go
Thinking heaven knows
The Fall is close:
The bridge half crossed
From life gained
Later to be lost,
Heaven soon obtained
At the foot of the cross.
Heart
He glimpses our heart’s fullness and less,
Its tendrils fashioned from stone to flesh
Our part: submissive belief—
Saved from death’s mortal darts:
What relief!
Miscarriage
Though it’s nearly fall,
Winter is inside me.
The baby is gone,
And I’m all alone
In the white hospital,
Waiting to go home,
Away.
I know seasons change,
And spring will come again.
I see
Dogwood trees,
In my mind,
Reminding
Me winter fades,
Like a bad dream,
Come waking time.
I know seasons change,
And spring will come again.
Blessings are disguises
Like my stomach hurts
And heart aches
Even though
I know
I’m not ready to be a mother,
Promised to another.
I know seasons change,
And spring will come again.
I’m swinging on a swing
Going
Up and down,
Up and down and up.
There is good and bad—
Good in bad,
Bad in good.
My seasons always change,
Little ones never stay the same.
My Love
Wrapped in bedding, my love sweetly slumbers.
My wife and two daughters’ mother,
Loves not what could be,
Should be,
Or would be,
But what is.
What a great gift she is!
Harbor Light
Silent snubs may burn inside
Melting away waxing pride
And can leave you bare
With no wick to spare,
But there is shelter there
In your love’s last light
For souls seeking harbor
In the night.
Everyday
Somehow a dead leaf got tracked inside.
I didn’t ask from whom or whence it came,
Only wondered, if I did nothing, would it remain.
The more I thought the less I did,
Philosophy’s contribution to underbid.
The leaf, brown and crisp and stale and old
Was passed by everyone and disregarded,
Perhaps preparation for the coming cold,
Summer’s dreams now retarded,
Yesterday’s heat burned away.
Nothing young can remain that way,
Merely born again everyday.
Thanks
In bunk beds stacked in two
The older climbs the stairs,
While the baby snuggles you.
The one on top combs her hair,
While the baby on the bottom bed
Decides she doesn’t want to sleep there.
She wants to sleep on the top instead.
She climbs the stairs to get away,
But we’re determined to get our way.
“Stop. You need to come here,” we say.
“Get to bed. It’s getting late.”
She just laughs that we’re so irate.
We reach and reach till she’s in our grasp.
She kicks and screams and with one last gasp,
Asks of all things for a hug and kiss.
We sigh and can’t help but feel remiss
That she’s asked for this.
We hold her close and press lips.
She finally wriggles her hips
To get free,
And we want three?
I can’t imagine playing zone
Defense against this many
Or watching a third alone.
We sigh now that they’re all in bed.
Finally it’s dark in our home.
It’s one more night to give thanks
And pray the two in our ranks
Will also one day do the same,
And in the meantime keep us both sane.